I Felt Your Shape

I thought I felt your shape but I was wrong
네 모양을 느낀 줄 알았는데 아니었어
Really, all I felt was falsely strong
사실, 내가 느낀 건 거짓처럼 셌지
I held on tight and closed my eyes
난 꼭 잡고 눈을 감았어
It was dumb, I had no sense of your size
바보 같았지, 네 크기를 전혀 알지 못했으니까

It was dumb to hold so tight
그렇게 꼭 잡은 건 바보 같았어
Ah, but last night
아, 하지만 어젯밤에
On your birthday in the kitchen
네 생일날 부엌에서
My grip was loose, my eyes were open
난 눈을 뜬 채로 느슨하게 잡았어
I felt your shape and heard you breathing
네 모양을 느꼈고 네 숨소리를 들었어
I felt the rise and fall of your chest
네 가슴이 오르내리는 것을 느꼈지

I felt your fall, your winter snows
너의 가을과 겨울의 눈송이를 느꼈어
Your gusty blow, your lava flow
네 돌풍과, 흐르는 용암을
I felt it all, your starry night
모두 느꼈어, 네 별이 빛나는 밤과
Your lack of light
너의 어둠까지
With limp arms I can feel most of you
축 늘어진 팔로, 네 대부분을 느낄 수 있어

I hung around your neck independently
난 독립적으로 네 목을 감싸 안았어
And my loss was overwhelmed
그리고 내 상실감은 압도되었지
By this new depth I don't think I ever felt
내가 전에 느껴 본 적 없는 새로운 깊이에
But I don't know, my nights are cold
그런데 모르겠어, 내 밤들은 추웠고
And I remember warmth
따뜻함이 기억나
I could have sworn I wasn't alone
맹세컨대, 난 혼자가 아니었어

Written By: Phil Elverum